Thank you everyone for your support. After posting this and answering 2 comments, I turned off my laptop and went to sleep. I didn't do sleep right away. My girlfriend told me everything ( well according to her ) and what was in her heart. I didn't really like what I heard, but at least I felt free. Now that I think about it, maybe it isn't that bad a little bit. When feelings are involved everything doubles up. We are now on the same page and it is better to get out now than latter. The car, the phone I will replace. It is ok. I start realizing that maybe not being connected is not that bad. I think I am not going to replace the push-email enabled phone for a while and enjoy my new found freedom. The job, I don't care. I am happy now. I can concentrate on my startup and I have been doing some consulting ( self proclaim consultant )work, but I was scared to go at it full time. Now, that is what I am doing and at least I enjoy it.

Thank you guys. Maybe I will never see all of you in real life, but you have made me feel better. Everyone needs someone. And sometimes that someone, or "those people" are the ones you argue with online, the ones who don't have a name but a username, the ones who take a moment away from their precious time and support you through hard times. Thank you all.